when i was occupied with hockey, i complained that it was too demanding and tiring,
now without it, i feel so restless and bored. mood-less to have any forms of fun even with the extra time.

i used to worry about whether my heart would work up during each and every training,
and now even with the break, i cant help thinking abt the upcoming op.

never gonna attain that level of happiness, of simple contentment with my everyday life.

we treat people the way we wish to be treated. is that the reason for your apparent indifference? because your way of showing concerns not exactly what i need. or perhaps, you really dont bother. i would remember this. youyouyouyouyouyou.

i feel really let down. fullstop.

also do need to stop picking on small matters when with wb, especially since i have such limited time with him.

junming flew off :(( sweden okay. specially selected for law exchange program. respected la.
and i visited hs at the hospital, discharging tml =D no more sweets and chocolates for her. make sure i eat them all up for her next time.